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Guernica Revisioned

Patty
Yesterday
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Watch this stunningly beautiful, breath-taking vision of Picasso's anti-war masterpiece Guernica animated by Lena Gieseke.

C.S. Lewis Qoutes About Love

Patty
4 days ago
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Serves as my reminder to choose fear's opposite

“To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket- safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable.”

“This is one of the miracles of love: It gives a power of seeing through its own enchantments and yet not being disenchanted.”

gray weather=bad photos

Katiebell
4 days ago
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Since I returned to Florida, it seems the weather has not cooperated with my photographic aspirations.

While blue skies peek through, but for the most part we have had a lot of rain and gray skies. This is our dry season so it's been a bit odd.

I've been out walking with the dog and hoping for good photos. The most irritating thing is that I've been seeing some new birds, rather than the same old herons and cranes. And all the pictures I have of them are horrific!!!

Grainy and noise filled. Not enough light.

ah well here are some of them.

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This is an Anhinga. It's also known as a Snake bird. It does not have the oils on its feathers to help keep feather dry, so it's often photographed drying its wings. It's called a snake bird because when it swims its totally under water except for its head, and it looks like a snake....

It's supposedly a common bird here in Florida, but this was the first time I had seen one. and that photo just isn't that great...

Onwards to the next gray weather travesty.

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Turtle. It's totally out of focus, and would have been such a fun shot. This may be less the gray weather and more my learning of the new camera, but I'm blaming it on the weather!!!

and the worst is my Osprey. I drove up to the Hospital where I have an interview at this week, and since it is beside a lake, I took my camera.

I found an Osprey perched on a light pole at the hospital itself.

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Just look at how horrid and grainy the photo is. It's like Newsprint....

and then the Osprey did this odd thing....

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I think it was thinking of flying away, but it didn't It just eventually tucked the wing up...

Just horrid light.

Well.....today started out raining AGAIN, so I gave up and decided to post these anyway as examples of what not to do......

good gracious. I have a feeling as soon as the skies clear up, the interesting birds will disappear!!!

Career growing pains.

Katiebell
6 days ago
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Whew. What a Week. It was exciting, but not really a good kind of exciting!

I went back to work on Sunday which was rather uneventful. I worked triage which is nice because it's kind of removed from everyone else but the tech with you.

On Tuesday I found out with everyone else that my friend Lynn had been fired on Monday. Admittedly they said the fantastic euphanism "Moved on from the hospital" but they knew we knew and we knew they knew, etc etc. I know it's sort of a sad thing, but frankly she had become very difficult to work with and was not really promoting the mission of the hospital. It's hard to admit that about a friend, but the truth will set you free yes?

I also found out that the job at Celebration Hospital had never been a job. It was one of those myths that are posted. I had to call Human Resources and complain that I had heard nothing to get that news. The Human resource gal was extraordinarily apologetic, stating that the Manager did want to hire me but the job didn't exist. Celebration then offerred me "PRN" as needed employment. This rather stinks because that just then means they get you to work for them when they need it. No Benefits, no paid days off. I refused. I mean, the manager didn't bother to call or email. He clearly didn't care that much about me, so.

So. This week was mostly spent navigating onwards in my career.

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I called the local hospital. I had interview there on November 5th. At the time the manager told me she had offered the full time days position to another and was waiting to hear back. She offered me the PRN position. So, I figured it now being a month later, the position would be filled or not filled. HR called me then next day and told me (ANd I QUOTE! "The manager has offered the position to someone and is waiting on a reply, but she really wants you PRN" Well. That hospital pays less than what I am making now, the only reason to work there is the short commute and the Health insurance bennies. PRN workers aren't eligible for those. I told the HR person no thanks. The lady then acted very surprised, stutterred and said, "Well it's just until after the holidays and something might come open" and actually begged me to keep them in mind. Clearly the PRN thing is the preferred way to go for Managers these days. They don't have to pay any benefits or commit to the growth and development of that staff person. It is definitely a sign of the times that things are not really that great with the economy.

I won't lie. I was really disappointed. Even though all the hospitals so far have offered to employ me they didn't offer the golden ticket, the Full time employment.

Oddly, I remembered that there is a 200 bed hospital, owned by my hospital system about 30 minutes from my house.

It's a rather new facility. I checked and they had 4 positions posted. I clicked on the apply for this job button and everything started to roll again.

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The above photo is just about what my current job entails every day.

I have an interview on Thursday. I'm sort of hoping against hope that they actually offer me a position that I didn't apply for but I saw posted after I applied. They initially had just the 4 positions. But the next day when I was trolling around, I saw a Charge nurse position posted for Days. I would hope that within their organization they actually are planning on promoting someone and just have to post the position for legal reasons. On the off chance though that they do want to hire someone in from the outside, I am hoping it's me! It would mean a pay raise and also a chance to move up a bit, and have the ability to shape the culture of the place I am working a bit more.

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I love nursing, but I am getting a little tired of being Staff Nurse sally all the time. So I am feeling positive again about things.

I really hope that this job offer comes through even for the staff nurse. I would be so so humbled if no one wants to hire me!

Nothing else really going on. Weather is too gray for good photos...I can not run, going back to the MD in 2 weeks.

TIme is just creeping away on me! BUt I gotta say my house is getting spectacularly clean....all that time not runnign translated into cleaning things!!!!

Sorry to blather on. I had to vent out the frustration somewhere. I hope you at least enjoyed the vintage Nurse pictures as much as I did!!!

QotD: Rockin' around the Christmas Tree

Katiebell
Dec 2, 2009
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The holidays are in full effect, so tell us: What's your favorite holiday song? Bonus points if you share it with us!

I Love love love Christmas. So, of course, I love Christmas Music. I think a few years ago I posted my Favorite song as "Oh Holy Night" but I have to admit this year, thinking about it, it's really different. I'm enamored with "Go tell it on the Mountain"
Go, tell it on the mountain,
Over the hills and everywhere
Go, tell it on the mountain,
That Jesus Christ is born.
While shepherds kept their watching
o’er silent flocks by night,
Behold, throughout the heavens
There shone a holy li--ght
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The shepherds feared and trembled,
When lo! above the earth,
Rang out the angels chorus
That hailed our Savior's bi--rth.
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Down in a lowly manger
The humble Christ was born
And God sent us salvation
That blessed Christmas mo--rn.
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Interestingly this song, considered a "christian Spiritual song" Has had many positions beyond the Holiday season. It was used by Fannie Lou Hamer, during the 1960's Civil Rights Movement in America. Because of the style of the song multple lyrics have been added or subtracted to suit the needs of the singers.
SO bonus points, 2 Versions! Enjoy and Happy Holidays!

The Blind Boys of Alabama

And Bob Marley and the Wailers.

Bpob Marley's Go tell it on the Mountain

what a mess

Katiebell
Nov 30, 2009
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Sorry no photos for this one....

Everything lately has been so messy.

I am not running. I can't run. I have some trouble walking without pain. I need to go back to the Podiatrist, but, I am not very hopeful that they can fix anything without the surgery they suggest. I can't take 8 weeks off to recover. and the risk of them removing and re-attaching the achilles tendon to me seems frightening.

So, I am dealing with the fact that I am not a runner. It's so so weird. I make most of my friends through running. Running has shaped my day for years. It's shaped my vacation plans, my diet, my reading....etc.

I'm a little confused now as to what to focus on. Talking to some people over at the gym seems to be helping. They are the only people who get how oddly distressing and strange this is for me. Everyone else can't quite get it. It's going to take me some time to figure out how to rearrange things and such.

So thats pretty messed up.

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I keep hoping that one day I'll just wake up and the pain will go away. BUt it is a really horrible pain, I can not ignore it away, and I have been pretty good at ignoring lots of other bad pains, the partially torn achilles, the stress fractures...

Ah well. So I am moving into what it means to be a non runner, so far, it's pretty boring.

The work situation has become even more messy. I have not heard from the boss over at the other hospital. Wild rumors have been spreading that I am leaving, and I would dearly love to leave, but indeed, there is no offer on the table yet. One of the charge nurses has taken to giving me horrible assignments each day I work with her as punishment. It is a bit unpleasant. I tried to call human resources at the hospital today but they are completely unreachable. I left a message. I filled out a complete application for the hospital I interviewed at a few weeks ago, but nothing yet. I am debating filling out for another hospital. It's the hospital that treated Tiger Woods in his last debacle. (They didn't say it was that hospital, but they showed the hospital, and it has a distinct appearance, so I am sure thats it.) Or I could try to transfer to another hospital within the FL Hosp system. the kicker there is that they only have 11a-11p or 12-12 or night positions. THis seems a little yuck to me, but...Since I am no longer a runner...it might not be so bad. but really I have never liked any shift except days.

and I dont want to add more mess.....

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At any rate.

I feel like I have pretty much lost all control. I can't run, I can't seem to switch jobs. People are treating me as if I was already gone...

So I feel a little like:

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I know there are many things that make up a person, but the two biggest things for me, the job and the running, are messed up so I feel very messed up.

I hope by tuesday I can get in touch with the right human resource person at the hospital. I hope whatever the decision is that I can accept it either way. I hope that I get over the running and find some other way to not be fat. And I hope that the feeling of hazy mess clears up really really soon.

Because you know that Mr Messy is not so adorable.

and I want to be adorable.

Thanksgiving

Katiebell
Nov 28, 2009
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Well, I did survive Thanksgiving after all, above is the Fisherman's Memorial at Point Judith, it inserted itself there by accident!

I flew up to my parents house and had a pretty nice time. My Mom gave me the new camera and I did a lot of helping her cook and clean up for some guests...

We then left early for the RHode Island Thanksgiving.

having Breakfast here:

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As is obvious the weather wasn't good.

Luckily I eventually convinced my Dad to let me drive through the yukky part, up through NY, past the Tappan Zee bridge an on to a much tamer parkway.

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I hate to admit it but, my parents are not the world's best drivers.

My Dad, I swear, can not see signs well, and is used to relying on my Mom for navigation. My Mom, unfortunately is not a good navigator.

Given that their usual traffic is more like the photo below:

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I can see why that was not exactly their cup of tea.

Oddly, once I arrived in Rhode Island, I managed to not really get out my camera except for one great trip to the beach with my awesome nephews.

So the photos you are missing out on are:

*My Brother in Law's 30 pound never frozen Organic Turkey...cooked and uncooked.

*The absoloute Norman Rockwell Scene of the multiple generations spanning from 91 yrs to 4 yrs.

*the washing of the china for 22 people (good lord that took forever)

* my Niece in Laws overly sparkly outfit

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Instead you get my Mom and my nephews. We were able to escape for about 2 hours on Thanksgiving morning.

THe Boys were super. I love them at this age. M. is much less Brittle and more fun to hang around with at age 6.

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Here he is with his test tube of sea water...a natural scientist, his teacher says.

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A. is also sporting a test tube, in front of a wrecked lobster trap, which is one of the main things in this area.

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Lobs

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In fact, many fishermen have lost their lives, causing a Fisherman's memorial to be created:

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Clearly, the memorial is more active than some...

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Well, I have of course 200 or so photos. Most are a little artsy, some are of enormous swans, I think I'll be a while in editing these, nost of these images were raw, unedited.

That's The Plan Anyway

Patty
Nov 25, 2009
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I'm not sure I'll get to making all of it, but I am set for the following menu for Thanksgiving.

There are a couple of extra chairs at the table if you're interested!

Now I'd better get prepping because so far all I've made is the cranberry sauce.

Thanksgiving 2009

Deviled eggs

Variety of cheeses with French bread

Corn Lemongrass Soup with crab and mussels

Arugula Fennel Mint Prosciutto Pomegranate Salad

Turkey – brined and deep fried

Cranberry sauce – with ginger and Cointreau

Traditional Stuffing with pancetta

Mashed new potatoes with skins on, and mascarpone and chives

Gravy -

Pearl onions roasted with a port reduction and bay

Green beans sauteed with wildrice, mushrooms, bell peppers and pinenuts

Crème Brule

Pumpkin pie with whipped creme

There's much to be grateful for and I try to remind myself of that every day.

Some days I forget.

But I'm glad there's one day of the year when we in the United States are invited to take stock of the abundance in our lives. I hope each of you are with people who are grateful for YOU this year and who express it.

Happy Thanksgiving!

Not Knowing Is Most Intimate

Patty
Nov 24, 2009
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Dizang asked Fayan, "Where are you going?"
Fayan said, "Around on pilgrimage."
Dizang said, "What is the purpose of pilgrimage?"
Fayan said, "I don't know."
Dizang said, "Not knowing is most intimate."

The Book of Serenity, Case 20

This kind of intimacy is real intimacy. No gap. No ideas about who this is or what that is. Just being one, right here, right now, complete, whole, undivided. Just this.

This intimacy is the heart of Zen practice.

So Wrong, But Tastes So Right

Patty
Nov 24, 2009
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Who knew Coolio had a cooking show? On the web, but still...

This video is in pretty poor taste, but it's funny and it is hands down the best way to make a delicious turkey.

Cookin' With Coolio #4: Game Day Turkey

Here's our bird from last year coming out of the fryer. Yum! Last year I made two turkeys, a roasted one and a fried one. The roasted one was great, but this year, there's only one way the bird is getting cooked. Coolio style.